뭐지.. 15일에 공연이있었습니다! 엄청나게 연습을해서 손가락이 아픔으로 공연을마췄는데. 사실은 재생각으로 잫못했다고 생각했는데.. 처음 피아노 공연이니깐 사람들이 놀랏다고 소믄을들었어요. 좀 후휘하죠.. 안떨렸고, 좀 쉬어가면서 연습을했스면 더잘할수있었는데.
에휴~ 괜찮아요! 다음에는 더잘하면돼죠^^
라즈베리 필드- 토요일 오후
아까전에 Youtube을 검색하다가 이노래를 찾았어요!!
너무 가볍고, 귀여운 작곡입니다! 가수목소리는 너무 매력적인것같아요^^
앜! 32일 남았어요 (Noooo~~~)
Yeah~ The reason why I sing
ㅋㅋ 뭔가 지금 속상하지를 못할것같아요.
그거 알아요? 저는... 운동을 다시 시도를하보겠습니다!
예전에 다이어트를 시도했는데.. 근데 생각적으로 너무 힘들었죠. 저는 많이먹는편인데 어느세 적은 음식 아니면 굶어서 사는거는 너무 어려웠어요. 좀 쓰러질뻔도 많이있었고요. 그니까 저는 그냥 운동이나 시도할까라는 생각이들었죠. 제 스팩이 163/47 이에요 뭐 날씬한편인데 더살이빼면 그냥 뼈아닐까요? 그니까 그냥 허벅지, 뱃살, 엉덩이, 팔 하고 얼굴살 많좀 특별히 toning을할려고 노력하고있습니다 (몸다 같은데?.. ㅡ.ㅡ)
Well, if you've come this far thanks for sticking around. Even though it's not much, I truly appreciate it :)
Only a few more days to go until the d-day so be prepared to join me in this new and exciting adventure.
To be exact - 46 days left
Honto? Feeling a bit nervous.. who knows what's going to happen in the future. We can only stay positive and proceed on with life because one day something great is going to happen. And don't say otherwise.. if you were born, you were destined with a great purpose.
Nan de? Ditch the negative attitude, forget all the reasons why it won't work and focus on the one reason that it will. You know why? because there are far far better things ahead than any we leave behind so no matter how hard things are now, it doesn't mean any great things won't ever happen. Plus, everyday is a fresh new start, a second chance^^
You know what my favorite quote is?
You were born to be real, not perfect
Anyways, i'm off track. There was this brief baka moment as I stared into space and subconsciously started typing this post. Possibly it was the cause of a sad song that was being played on repeat? (changed it^^) Ano... yuki XP... gomenasai. Please bare with me and the absence of my brain and it's whereabouts.. it might've possibly left about 4 days ago when it decided sleep was no longer needed. Crazy huh? No sleep in the last four days.. ㅜ.ㅜ
Enjoying this adorable tune (reminds of me maple story..ahh nostalgia)
UPDATE: Trials are almost over! Thank God for that~~ Only two more exams to go.. and two more majors to stress about next week. Yay~ life is great ㅡ.ㅡ But no worries genki des yo. I've decided that I'll be staying in Sydney this year to help around the house. That means no schoolies, no vacation and definitely no overseas trip. This I will certainly be jealous of.. for about the rest of my life! But who cares right? By then I'll be driving around and bringing home the big bucks. Yeah! Who needs prada, goochi, chanel and all those big brands when you can have chinatown, kmart and coles :D (no sarcasm intended).
Well, that was my mini update on life, I'm still deciding whether or not to go to uni and getting a degree. But apparently international students aren't granted a loan from the government so there goes my chances of achieving a great education. I thought that by now money wouldn't be a problem, but instead it creates a barrier. Guess I wrong ey? How am I supposed to get $23 000+ for a year in film school let alone receive only $16 per hour (if i even get that much). If my mathematical calculations are correct, this means that I must earn $442.31 per week? In order to do that I must earn $27.64 per day? Actually that isn't too bad.. so I only have to work 1.7 hours? Oh right.. I've been calculating how much I need to earn in a year.
There is only two months until I'll apply to either tafe ($10 000+) or film school ($23 000+) so that must mean that I have to earn $1111 per week so I need to earn $69.44 per day? Wow.. only 4 hours of work is needed. I think...? this would be so embarrassing if I calculated wrong. That actually doesn't sound too bad unless I'm working as a 'junior accountant' again. That was way too awkward for me even though the workers were really nice and the environment was good. I just cant bear to sit in a cramped space for 10 hours a day sorting out files and putting it into the database and even get under paid for working over time! Cruel world it is.
Nevertheless, I'm going concentrate on doing something.. at least something rather than nothing which could be the worst thing that you could do. Yay it's 2:46 a.m. I can't wait to see the sunrise :) it just makes me feel relaxed like there's no care in the world.
Till next time I sign out with a peace sign (Asian pose FTW)
